Yet again,
DH and I allowed ourselves to be hopefull. Yet again we thought "this might be it". Yet again, it was not it.
Sad, worried, confused. What happened this time? Why not this time? What did we do wrong?
Did I pull the wings off of flies as a child? Did I tear down birds nests? Did I step on ants? What has caused me to bring upon myself and my family such heartbreak?
Don't know where to turn. Don't know what is next.
A little about me, my family, and our new life in New Hampshire.
About Me
- NHMomma
- Me, EMT and Biochemist DH, DD #1, DD #2 Six Angel Babies in Heaven Awaiting "Maybe Baby" for an end of August Early September Arrival!
Why Octarine life?
Well where to begin...
In a place not too far away, a disk sits atop four elephants, riding through space on a great space turtle....
Discworld my friends! The title is a tribute to my favorite author, Terry Pratchett. He has touched my life, and the way I look at the world around me, and for that I am blessed.
In a place not too far away, a disk sits atop four elephants, riding through space on a great space turtle....
Discworld my friends! The title is a tribute to my favorite author, Terry Pratchett. He has touched my life, and the way I look at the world around me, and for that I am blessed.
Miss Madeline Lael
avec chapeau!
Disclaimer
This blog is, well, random thoughts, emotions, facts, and fiction. I do not claim statistical accuracy, scientific proof, or any such thing to my entries. I write how I feel. I am aware that 99% of the world does not think or feel the same way, and I am ok with that. What I post is at no point intended to tell someone what to do or how to do it. These posts are how I feel, at a very specific time. Life is ever chaotic, and will not be static, so what I emote today, will be yesterdays news tomorrow.
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Abigail's Birth Story9 years ago
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Strings and Sealing Wax10 years ago
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I fell off the wagon12 years ago
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Long, Long, Long Overdue Update!13 years ago
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I am so sorry you are having trouble with becoming and staying pregnant. **HUGS**
ReplyDeleteAlso, sorry that your state has or is wanting to pass the law against HBAC and VBAC in a birth center. My state has similar laws. I feel a cornered by these laws, as I am sure you do. We both want more babies, but we know that we will probably have to go through more torture of one kind or another to get them here.